The surgery came, a choice to mend,
But healing’s path had a twisted bend.
What started as hope now feels like pain,
A body and heart left to reclaim.
Every step, a wince, a tear,
A battlefield where rest is rare.
The scars run deep, both seen and not,
Healing a war I never sought.
The bladder’s sting, the nerve’s sharp cry,
Each trigger pulls my spirit shy.
It’s not just flesh, but dreams undone,
A fight for light that can’t be won.
I sit with grief, with quiet dread,
An emptiness I cannot shed.
The ache remains, a truth, a cost,
A shadow where the light is lost.